i love fall... it's my favorite time of year. i love the smell of october and the way the leaves crunch under my feet. i love sunshine warming me on a crisp and otherwise cool day. i love the beautiful leaves as they change from greens to bright oranges, reds and yellows. everything looks so pretty and inviting to my senses. i wish i could share my favorite time of year with sweet wilson. how i long to bring him home and have him join in our park adventures, carving pumpkin messiness and have him help me bake sweet treats on a cold day. i realized something else the past few days, and that is i am falling in love with the idea of sweet wilson. when you only have a photo and just a few pieces of information, it's easy to let your imagination run wild. i have no idea how close my dreams are to reality. i don't know if wilson is happy and ready for a family to call his own. i know that no matter how he feels, happy or scared, excited or anxious, i have enough love to hold him and help him through it. not too long ago i thought i would be preparing to travel and meet wilson for the first time soon. today i'm not sure when i'm traveling, but i am ready. i am anxious myself to meet the sweet little love that stole my heart and made me think of our ever expanding family as not quite complete yet.
sweet wilson,
i can't wait to meet you. we long for the day we get to look into your eyes and say "i love you". you are in my every thought, my dreams and my heart.
xoxoxox
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